Monday, April 12, 2010

{Still feeling it?}

Remember my "I'm restless" post?


Still feeling it.


It wont go away.


Something is out of line, but I cant put my finger on it. . .


Will you pray for me?


Tomorrow is our "annual staff planning day". I will get up, take the kids to school, be at the church by 8:30. . . I don't talk about my job very much. . . I mean not the "tough stuff". I don't want to ever discourage or be a stumbling block. That is actually something that "police work" and "church work" have in common. . . silence is almost always better. But I have to remind myself that it's okay to just be a "normal person" with "normal feelings" and that I am okay ~ I am not committing some sort of sin. . . it's hard for me to explain my struggle. . . I think I just need prayer. . . No. . . I know I do.

Thank you friends.
Talk Later.

Love,
Tonia
P.S. Picture is Me & Lucas, a sweetheart at church.
Also, my grandpa is in the hospital struggling, fighting, and suffering with stage 4 lung cancer. Please remember The Womack Family too. . . if you don't mind. Yesterday, he had the family call a few people he needed to "make things right with". You know. . . saying "I'm sorry" is powerful. It is the brave and noble thing to do. He is full of courage and strength even though he lays in a bed with very little life left.

4 comments:

BeckyAnnAmes said...

Saying a prayer for you & your grandpa this morning. Hope you have a great week!

mom of 3 e's said...

you guys are in our prayers. PLEASE let me know if you need anything.

Mom2Three said...
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Mom2Three said...

Your in my prayers sweet friend...and it is ok to be "normal". If you need anything, let me know!

 
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